I don’t find myself attracted to anyone anymore. I mean, yeah, I think people are pretty or cute or whatever but not in a way that I want to be with them.

Everything is different.

I don’t even want to talk to people to see if MAYBE I want to date them. I want to date. I want the perks of a relationship but with you…

What the fuck is wrong with me?

You don’t seem to care about me like I do about you. I’m sure you’d fuck every single attractive girl who wanted you. Why is this so hard for me? WHY?

Why can’t I seem to just move on when you don’t even want me like I want you?

I don’t want to sit here and be that stupid and pathetic girl who is in love with someone who doesn’t even love her back. Been there, done that…