nicolebrepoetry:

I’m not just a game to be played

I’m a human being and my heart, it beats

The lump in my throat is fighting to break free

I swallow and try to breathe

Fighting back tears

After all this time 

All these years passed

I wore my heart on my sleeve

I knew not to be so careless

With you I didn’t care

I loved you

From the very beginning

Not in what you do or what you say

It doesn’t make sense

I love the very being that you are

My friends say I’ve lost my damn mind

I smile while I tell them that I found it in you

A puzzle that is missing a piece

An endless road that travels off to space

You’re written in words that I cannot comprehend

The future is uncertain

Just as you are