Happy 24th birthday to me!
I’ve got a legit job, I’m going to see Alex, and I’m going to spend time with my second family and best friends tonight!!
I can’t believe the things people say and the way people act when trying to defend themselves for molesting, sexually harassing, or raping someone.
“In other countries it’s perfectly normal”
“I work all day”
“She doesn’t do shit for me. She doesn’t clean my house and pay my bills”
It’s disgusting. There are so many excuses and nothing being said to take responsibility for their actions. Nothing being said to apologize to the victim.
And people wonder why the victims stay quiet. Because whenever anyone tries to make the predator aware they don’t care and nobody believes the victim. If anything, the victim gets hurt more.
This is a fucked up and horrible world.
My birthday is in 5 hours and I’ve ruined the one good thing I was looking forward to.
Happy fucking 24th birthday to me!
My plan now is to just sleep and watch movies and then give myself birthday sex.
Mehhh.
I can’t fucking have someone in my life who clearly doesn’t understand the severity of my problems.
Someone who finds humor in things that trigger my ptsd.
I cried myself to sleep for months. I had nightmares for over a year. I have flashbacks years later.
And you think it’s a fucking joke.
I have never been more disgusted with another person in my entire life.
(mushy love stuff because I’m in love and I never talk about it)
Tonight made me happy.
Just talking with Alex about our future. Talking about our wedding details and pets and our family and my boys and future baby.
He’s just really very perfect. And I’m oh so lucky!
Tonight he called me the future Mrs. (insert last name here). I freaked out from excitement. Not to mention my man has the greatest last name ever.
I just love talking details. Plus it’s cute that we’re both so happy and excited over random little things…like we finally decided on the tux color. It’s also pretty great having a boyfriend with good taste.
Basically we’re great and we’re perfect together.
I love you hunny!
I really don’t care.
I’m done with people.
The only person I have is myself.
I’m sick and I’m done.
I have nothing but myself and my bad habits to keep me up at night.
I am all I have.
And I’m fine. I’m fine with that.
Hope all the moms had a wonderful day. I have!
Woke up early to some breakfast biscuits.
Put on a fancy dress and did my hair and makeup.
My husband sent me pictures of his new hair cut and wished me a happy day. He’s so damn cute and sweet. I can’t wait to celebrate holidays together.
Spent time with my second family and our mommy friend and her adorable three year old daughter. I gave her daughter a ring pop and she was so excited that her tongue was blue.
My sisters got me new lipstick. A red and hot pink with lip liners. I can’t waaaait to try them out.
We gave my second mom her presents. Chocolate covered strawberries, a candle, a box of chocolates, flowers, and two bottles of wine. She was so happy. And my sisters made her a red velvet cake.
Talked to my monster and monkey on the phone. They told me happy mother’s day. I got to tell them I love them and that we can make cookies next weekend. Pres wants frosting so we get to experiment with this new vegan recipe.
Now I’m relaxing while my sister cooks us a fancy dinner. Stuffed ravioli, asparagus, stuffed mushrooms, and some fruity wine.
Time to try calling my mom, grandma, and sister to wish them a lovely day.
Let me just say that if you are not in the relationship then you don’t know what’s going on. You just know what you’ve been told which isn’t everything.
Also, if you haven’t experienced the same exact problems in that relationship first hand then you should probably keep your “advice” to yourself.
Basically I’m saying not your relationship not your problem.
Keep your advice to yourself because you don’t know what you’re talking about.
The California Department of Education released a new recommended reading list for K-12 students this week that included books on LGBT issues and immigration.
Books on the list are meant to prepare students for college, careers and the world at large. California’s reading list has included “controversial topics” before, but this is the first time it has included books that were honored by the Stonewall Book Awards, which recognize achievements in LGBT literature.
The state-approved canon comprises fiction, nonfiction, poetry and drama. None of the previous book recommendations were deleted, and new additions include “De Donde?,” a book that offers alternative reasons for why people come to the United States illegally, and “I am J,” a book about the emotional plight of transgender teens.
A spokesperson for Equality California, a statewide LGBT advocacy organization, said his organization is thrilled.
“We applaud Superintendent Tom Torlakson for including these books,” spokesman Stephan A. Roth said. “We think this is consistent with the spirit of the FAIR Education Act, which is a new law that mandates that the role and contribution of LGBT people is included in our state education curricula. “
So awesome! You go, California public schools.
Yaaaaay! Baby, we should be living in Cali.
(via riley-ferretboy-konor)
I like how I gain followers when I post my seashells and lose followers when I post personal things or my face.
Your loss fuckers!
I have great tits, a great face, and a great mind.
I’ve come so far in just one year. I’ve had my fair share of problems.
And I look forward to my birthday and not getting publicly humiliated and verbally/physically abused this year.
I might not have anyone but my sisters and myself. But that’s enough to celebrate. Hell, at this point being alive is enough to celebrate.