omnipotentdarkness:

So how am I supposed to meet other queers if I don’t leave my house, i’m always at work, can’t afford to get to the gay bar?

I want to meet a cute queer girl or trans guy. But it’s so much easier to meet dumb cis dudes that waste my time.

I’m trying to have great sex and a connection with someone. I’m not that into dick. I’m more about a connection on a higher level.

I still love my ex but let’s be real he’s a fuck boy and I got miss problems from him than I got off.

g-h-a-n-i-m:

nicolebrepoetry:

Staring at this blank page

These words can’t escape

It’s too surreal

Not having you here

The last time I saw you

We were at the park

As the sky grew dark

We talked about our fears

And your smile held me near

I hugged you tight

got into the car

Said goodbye, drove away

Never knew you’d go so far

If I knew that’d be the last time 

I’d have killed myself that night

All dressed in black

Hair done, heels on

Glasses to cover my swollen eyes

Still you’d see me as a prize

The silence hit as I walked through the doors

To see your lifeless body on a table 

had pain seeping through my pores

Hours were spent at your side

All the words I couldn’t say

came rushing down my face

My hand on your iceberg chest

left me breathless

As if we were the only ones in this place

I bent over graciously and I kissed your face

I miss you every day. Every year is hard on me. Your death anniversary is approaching and I want to stay in bed or be wasted the entire next days/week/month. I miss you. I miss you so bad. I hope wherever you are is peaceful and beautiful and fun. I’d give 5 years of my life to spend one more day with you. Captain planet Dawsons creek bffs for life 😘 love you nooney.

lang-leav:

Reasons

I wish I knew why he left. What his reason were. Why he changed his mind.

For all these years, I have turned it over in my head—all the possibilites—yet none of them make any sense.

And then I think, perhaps it was beacause he never loved me. But that makes the least sense of all.

Lang Leav